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WhatsApp message from Dharmishtha Didi

WhatsApp message from Dharmishtha Didi

I miss her.  Every second. Every space of the house. 

In her bathroom also,  I wld stand in front of her.  Entertain her. Then wld pick her up.  The rod nani got put.  

Her bed wld never be so clean.  All her diaries and cds wld be there.  

I can never forget when she had her last bath.  She was so happy that she's bathing because it was after So long.  She was happy as a child. Who knew it wld be her last bath.  

She's there every second.  Anything I say or do or decide, masi hoti toh yeh karti.  I m living through her in sorts.

Just sharing 

Yday night I saw masi in my dream after long v long. 

It was important... We were just sitting in the balcony talking laughing.  She was putting cream on my hand. I used to love it. I used to go lie down and say cream lagao. 

Anyway what's important is... In the dream also I was so satisfied andar se... I dunno what's the right word... I was so fully content.. I was 100 % at peace, with her around.  I haven't felt so content,satisfied,  whatever the right word is,  in v long time ....

In her bathroom

Don't knw date

Before she was hospitalised

 She sat on stool and we bathed her.  She was happy as a kid

 It's not u haven't done anything for her.  She loved u probably more than me also

 I used to fight with her on that

Masi

She had put jiya dhadak dhadak jaaye as a caller tune for me specially. 

I tell u I miss her every second of my life. 

She was a part of every micro second. 

Dharmistha  

From bret carlson dated 30 march 2012

Karma yoga is laughable in your case because you can't dispense with the fucking business ledger regarding anything!

      If you want to behave like theshameless moron that you actuallyare with respect to the Hare Krishna - you should do so only after falling at Richa's feet and begging her apology at least one-thousand to ten-thousand times for your own suspicions about The Art of Living group being a cult, when you clearly know for a fact that the Hare Krishna are simply the worst religious fraudulent drug dealing;murdering; child abusing; women raping; man raping; arms stock piling cult in contemporary history! Ravi Shankar's group hasn't theslightest blemish by any comparison. So, go ahead! But if you do not beg for your sister's apology before hand, you'll doubtlessly burn in a karmic hell filled with the biggest hypocrites that this world has ever produced!

      You are just a fool!Prabhupada's inexcusable corruption of the Bhagavad-Gita is so literally fucked up that the government of Russia is trying to ban it as extremist literature:

Jai shreemannarayan 

Shreemathe ramanujaaye Nama

These are the 2 things which I am looking for

27^th June 2009

To,

Dr. Gurmit,

This is in reference to your email.

Thanks for such a comprehensive response.

First , 

 allthough the treatment for Autoimmune disease all over the world is same but we need to know whether there are alternative drugs which means ;

no doubt there is steroids then there is Cyclophospomide but within steroids, within the family of steroids which steroid should be taken, within the family Cyclophospomide (and related) which would be the right drug for her.

Also, if there are similar cases seen which have pancreas having been affected how have they dealt.

Don’t you agree that we need to at least find out how other patients have dealt with similar situations, have they changed to other steroids or an alternative to Cyclophospomide.

though  you have suggested that  the right treatment for her is the blockage of that nerve (or partial removal of the pancreas).

Although you feel that it is going to be a temporary solution but if it will help Richa to live a health life for even 5 years without pain so that she could eat all foods, I would prefer that and then we don’t mind facing the situation after 5 years and replacing the pancreas with a pancreas transplant or whatever has to happen let it happen.

My only point is that she should live as normal and as functional and as mobile as possible.

Even the alternative treatments to allopathy like homeopathy or ayurveda are not going to help her unless and until her pancreas are allowed to function which means I want the pancreas to secrete insulin as well as the enzymes and those should flow out from the pancreas so that her digestive system is as normal as possible.

If this requires a surgery I want that surgery to be done.

I am not at all agreeable to simply block the pain and allow panaceas to die.

I don’t mind if the pancreas are going to die a natural death but I want them to operate and function as normally as possible and I want the juices to flow so that ayurvedic medicines and homeopathic as well as foods which she eats are actually absorbed by the system normally.

If the pancreas do get spoilt later well it is going to be our luck which we are going to face with either a pancreas transplant or some other allopathic innovation which may happen after 5 years.

Autoimmune disease does not always become worse ,  there are cases where it becomes ok or reduces.

Therefore I am all for surgery of pancreas.  I am of the opinion that a minimally invasive surgery is required for Richa so that her pancrea duct which has become obstructed should be released and the pancreas should function.

Thereafter whatever the pancreas damage has to happen (if at all) let it happen.

At least for next few years she will be able to eat well and live well.

As far as taking Cyclophospomide or an alternative to it and the best suitable steroids, this opinion also we need to seek abroad.

Apart from this, we cannot say for sure that the pancreas will continue to get damaged, you never know that the disease may change its route or manifestation it may not really manifest at all or it may manifest in a more subdued way.  Therefore I feel –

a)    We need to check whether there are alternatives to the drugs which she is taking which maybe safer and more suitable keeping in view her condition.

b)   A minimally invasive surgery to allow the flow of the pancreatic juices which are being blocked.

These are the 2 things which I am looking for desperately and urgently whether in India or abroad.

With best wishes and warm regards,

Ashish.

I had this dream in june or july 2016 morning hours

Conversation between your goodself and Acharya Prithwiraj

Conversation between your goodself and Acharya Prithwiraj - 5.50 pm, 21st July 2014

this shows that Richa was fine enough to come to my room with this astrologer , 

on 21 july 2014

just ( less than ) 4 months before she left her body