Saturday, 6 August 2016

These are the 2 things which I am looking for

27th June 2009

To,
Dr. Gurmit,

This is in reference to your email.

Thanks for such a comprehensive response.

First , 
 allthough the treatment for Autoimmune disease all over the world is same but we need to know whether there are alternative drugs which means ;
no doubt there is steroids then there is Cyclophospomide but within steroids, within the family of steroids which steroid should be taken, within the family Cyclophospomide (and related) which would be the right drug for her.

Also, if there are similar cases seen which have pancreas having been affected how have they dealt.

Don’t you agree that we need to at least find out how other patients have dealt with similar situations, have they changed to other steroids or an alternative to Cyclophospomide.

though  you have suggested that  the right treatment for her is the blockage of that nerve (or partial removal of the pancreas).

Although you feel that it is going to be a temporary solution but if it will help Richa to live a health life for even 5 years without pain so that she could eat all foods, I would prefer that and then we don’t mind facing the situation after 5 years and replacing the pancreas with a pancreas transplant or whatever has to happen let it happen.

My only point is that she should live as normal and as functional and as mobile as possible.

Even the alternative treatments to allopathy like homeopathy or ayurveda are not going to help her unless and until her pancreas are allowed to function which means I want the pancreas to secrete insulin as well as the enzymes and those should flow out from the pancreas so that her digestive system is as normal as possible.

If this requires a surgery I want that surgery to be done.

I am not at all agreeable to simply block the pain and allow panaceas to die.

I don’t mind if the pancreas are going to die a natural death but I want them to operate and function as normally as possible and I want the juices to flow so that ayurvedic medicines and homeopathic as well as foods which she eats are actually absorbed by the system normally.

If the pancreas do get spoilt later well it is going to be our luck which we are going to face with either a pancreas transplant or some other allopathic innovation which may happen after 5 years.

Autoimmune disease does not always become worse ,  there are cases where it becomes ok or reduces.

Therefore I am all for surgery of pancreas.  I am of the opinion that a minimally invasive surgery is required for Richa so that her pancrea duct which has become obstructed should be released and the pancreas should function.

Thereafter whatever the pancreas damage has to happen (if at all) let it happen.

At least for next few years she will be able to eat well and live well.

As far as taking Cyclophospomide or an alternative to it and the best suitable steroids, this opinion also we need to seek abroad.

Apart from this, we cannot say for sure that the pancreas will continue to get damaged, you never know that the disease may change its route or manifestation it may not really manifest at all or it may manifest in a more subdued way.  Therefore I feel –

a)    We need to check whether there are alternatives to the drugs which she is taking which maybe safer and more suitable keeping in view her condition.
b)   A minimally invasive surgery to allow the flow of the pancreatic juices which are being blocked.

These are the 2 things which I am looking for desperately and urgently whether in India or abroad.

With best wishes and warm regards,



Ashish.

Friday, 29 July 2016

Conversation between your goodself and Acharya Prithwiraj

Conversation between your goodself and Acharya Prithwiraj - 5.50 pm, 21st July 2014

this shows that Richa was fine enough to come to my room with this astrologer , 
on 21 july 2014
just ( less than ) 4 months before she left her body

Thursday, 7 January 2016

It will be soon one year Richa , raksha bandhan time !


Dearest Richa
My sweet angel
How much I miss you
This photo always amazes me
Such a radiant smile
Such a sweet smile
Such grace
Such dignity
Even when so ill so weak !
Who who , can have this inner strength
Only a saint
Darling sister bless me so that I learn from you
I am waiting each day to meet you
Be with you forever
I know you are here only but I want to see you talk to you go out with you have fun with you make you laugh
Hear " bhaiya " , how I yearn to hear your sweet voice calling me !

Ashish bagrodia

Saturday, 26 December 2015

Woh jab yaad aaye


Richa
7 October evening/night
I today really felt your physical absence
The song music session with your dr shaikh had a missing element
You were missing
Where were you
Something did not feel right
In spite of such good spirit in the participants
Yet the energy in the room had a sadness of its own
Your physical presence made all the difference
Now you understand
It's no longer the same
Dr shaikh sang two amazing songs
Probably one was a tribute to you or meant for me for you



Ashish bagrodia

Richa Nupur me all alone was in July 2014


That's the month when sameer got married
She tried her best to make it a celebration
Feast and fun
As usual I did not participate with my 100 %
She had bad health
Still she tried her best to make it " home alone the three siblings "
Ek hi daali ke phool , actually only one phool the other two are fools
I miss you so much
I wish you were in your body
I wish I could laugh with you
Make fun of someone
Go out with you
You were my smile my joy my hope my mother too
Raat din to kat jaate hain , umra kat ti nahi
Listen , you must wait and be ready to receive me , I want to go back to those days when we had so much fun together
Once we meet we will chat and chat and chat
I have a lot to talk to you
As soon as the lights go off I want to see you , ok
Promise me !

Your foolish brother

Ashish